New Poems (Updated Jan 2003!)
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So at last a few new ideas, Sorry I have been a little busy recently but I'm back now and I am hoping to keep adding things to this page as they come to me. Please remember that in most cases the ideas on this page are usually very much works in progress, and very rarely in there finished state!
So here goes...



Forever,

Drowning in my sorrows,
Trying to find a way,
Back from the heart break
That Im feeling today,

Who knows where all this started,
Was it all just a game,
All I know is now that we re parted,
Nothing feels the same,

Where did our love go,
Tell me what went wrong,
My hearts filled with sorrow,
As I sing you this song,

Yesterday we shared our dreams,
The future lay bright ahead,
Now my lifes torn at the seems,
And our love now lies dead,

My whole world is changing,
As one heart it splits into two,
Passions no longer raging
Knowing theres nothing I can do,

Come back to me my lost one,
Help me feel complete,
Cant you see youre the only,
I want to feel your body heat,

Taste your lips so sweet...yeah,

Baby come back to me,
Together we can make it through,
Maybe we can set love free,
Together just me and you,.
Theres nothing we cant do,
Together,
Me and you,
Forever.



Thinking

Walking through eternity,
Looking back through time,
Searching for the answers,
Looking for a sign,

Living with the fear,
Dealing with the pain,
Seeing lifes options clear,
Its driving me insane,

Wading through the sorrow,
Struggling to survive,
Searching for tomorrow,
Will I be alive,

Living through the madness,
Knowing nothing quite for sure,
Dealing with the sadness,
Of what the blind man saw,

The world has all gone crazy,
Its peoples all insane,
Has god just become lazy?
Is it he that we should blame,

We re living through the nightmare,
There seems to be no escape,
Angel of death watches over there,
While the earth mankind rapes,

Life has become so hazy,
Will it ever change?
The world is so damn crazy,
Innocence is slain!




Questions Of Love.

Are you my goddess of love,
My angel of light,
Sent from above,
To light up my life,

To bring joy to my world,
With your tenderest of touch,
To show me the way,
So that I may find love,

Are you my guide,
Towards heavens sweet charms,
Exposing my pride,
Before it does some harm,

Are you the answer to my prayers,
Come to save my heart,
Showing that theres someone who cares,
No matter how far,

These questions of love,
Consume my mind,
But I know in my heart,
That your not the hurting kind,
No need for love to be so blind......





Lost Fire

Looking back on the days gone by,
Pondering the changing face of time,
Surrounded by memories and photographs,
Broken dreams and epitaphs,

Remembering the times that we shared,
As we lived our lives without a care,
Together we shared in this crazy dream,
But everything changes, or so it would seem,

You've left me now to walk this path alone,
A fallen angel, a king without his crown,
The days now seem so barren and cold,
As I feel the gap you've left within my soul,

The Lord they say works in mysterious ways,
Is there a logic to the madness, or am I insane,
He takes without warning, love lies in the graves,
Of the lost and the lonely, the ones that he saves,

I miss you my old dear friend,
As I pray that my loneliness comes to an end,
Could it be that my hearts slowly grown cold,
Has your departure extinguished the fire within my soul?


Amanda

If you look into my eyes,
You'll see the love inside,
See that my heart is true,
And just how much i care for you,

If you look into my soul,
See a passion out of control
As my desire slowly burns,
My heart for you it yearns.



Dear War Mongers....

So you want to go to war,
But what are you fighting for,
Is it right, is it just,
Is it just your blood lust,
You have this hunger to kill,
You claim its god's will,
Is your mind really sick,
Or are you just a dick,
Playing silly games,
I think that youre insane...........


A Million Tears

Stood at the edge of reason,
Stare beyond the point of doubt,
Waiting for a change in season,
Looking for a fresh way out,

Of a world thats gone crazy,
With its be people going mad,
Life has become so hazy,
I find it all so very sad,

I have seen a million tears,
Cried by the eyes of the world,
A million cries I do hear,
From the hearts of the world,

Release from this constant pain,
Is all that I ask,
Escape from a world gone in sane,
Im lost to its path,

Ive stood at the edge of reason,
Ive been past the point of doubt,
Ive seen a change in season,
Learned there is no way out,





Childhoods end,

I remember the day,
When it was safe to play,
In the roads in the streets,
Down by the heath,
Till the cold light of day,
As the sun faded away,

Now the world has gone crazy,
With the slaughter of our babies,
Is there an end to the sadness and the pain,
Or will it drive me insane,
Has mankind become so cold,
Has it finally lost its soul?


Eternity screams for vengeance,
Life cant continue this way,
A reprieve of this everlasting sentence,
There must be an end to this pain,





The eye of the universe looks down on us all,
As we stand at the edge, about ready to fall,
Desire passion and greed control our lives today,
Our inner voices cry out, but we hear not what they say,





Lost Souls?

Lost souls,
on the highway of life,
Forgotten children,
in the wilderness of time,
Fallen angels,
doing all that they can,
just to get by.....


Heaven cries out,
As it falls fom the skies,
Witness the end,
Of a dream as it withers and dies......

A Ballad Of Sorts (still very much a WIP, so please bare wit me!)
Like a tear drop in the ocean,
A grain of sand on the desert floor,
I see our love with both eyes open,
But this time of my hear I am sure,

Ever since I saw you,
Standing there acros the street,
I knew I'd always adore you,
You'd be everything that I could ever need,

But the path of love runs never smooth,
Theres always something to spoil the groove,
The test of time can our love last,
when we forgive the sins of each others past.....


Visions Of The End:

See the sign, beware, as Kutulus sword streaks the heavens, the waters rise to cleanse the earth. Fires sweep far off nations, as we approach the hour of my rebirth,
A Great beast shall awaken, and reak havoc upon this plain, salvation lies in a knowledge, long lost in ages past,
As the great storm gathers within the earth, a black fury spreads that will not be spent for years, Mankind will be plunged into a universe of dark as the spirit of the plant tries to rebuild itself.
Fire will rain down from the heavens, mountains will crumble and the oceans boil, The dependant and ignorant will perish, with only the cleansed and aware being able to survive, Open your hearts and minds to the spirits plight, beware of the seven signs, before time itself crumbles into the abyss of eternity. The wise sages hold the key, look beyond the pyramids and mighty sphinx to the time when the earth was one, here lies salvation, here lie the answers o the questions long forgotton. When the spirit is healed he storm will subside, the surface will cool as ice replaces fire. Children of a new age will live in harmony with the spirit as once again she protects them in their infancy. The sun will glow, and stars find new homes in the cloak of night. The wise will protect the weak as universal harmony finally washes over the earth.


Loves Path.

A course has been plotted upon lifes great ocean,
Love gives us the strength so that we can carry on,
Lifes journey is a long hard bitter trail,
But the winds of love will fill your sail,
Destiny writes your future from the notes of youe past,
The hands of fate hide beneath a devils mask,
Hopes and dreams lie upon a golden shore,
Just find the current, abandon loneliness forevermore,
As the sands of time begin to flow,
The seeds of love, they'll begin to grow,
Your passion burns in a lake of fire,
Lust nothing but a flame on the funeral pyre,
Just follow lifes course, sent down from above,
For the wind gently whispers, the way to the path of love.



The River /Lay Your Heart On Mine,

Take me to the river,
Where the waterstranquil still,
The grass sems so much greener,
On that far and distant hill,

Trees reach for the heavens,
Birds sing voices high,
Here all sins are forgiven,
'Neath the warm summer sky,

Girl come lay down with me,
Let us basque in the sun,
Enjoy this moment of tranquility,
The warm summer sun,

Girl lay your heart on mine,
Let our souls combine,
Let us indulge in the moment,
Capture this moment in time.

How Could...
How could I have been s mistaken?
How could I miss the truth?
Just why couldnt I just listen?
Why did I need to see the proof?

How could my judgemnt be so wrong?
Veiled in the mists of illusion,
I didnt hear your siren song,
My heart is now lost in the halls of confusion,

You turned out not be what I tought you to be,
Another selfish heart that was to turn on me,
I gave you friendship, everything that I had,
In return you took prides dagger, and stabbed me in the back,

My only mistake was the mistake of trusting you,
Opening up my heart and believing in you,
You could never see that you were sp dear to me,
But even you had to turnand betray me.

Broken Wings Of An Angel
Broken wings of an angel,
Scattered all around,
Body lying where it fell,
Oblivion without a sound,
Fractured peice of a mirror,
Reflecting another broken dream,
Another taker destroys a giver,
Nothin ever changes so it seems,

Life goes on from day to day,
One more heartbreak along the way,
Why does love have to be so blind?
Why cant we find he way?
My heart cries out to be loved,
But some how love got lost along the way,

Broken wings of an angel,
Scatered all aound,
Body lying where it fell,
Oblivion without a sound,
Fractured peice of a mirror,
Reflecting another broken dream,
Another taker destroys a giver,
Nothing ever changes, or so it seems.
Predudiced Grave.
I am not your servant,
I am not your slave,
You cant control me,
With your stupid little games,

I am your future,
Coming straight from out of your past,
The wheel of Karma's turning,
Feel my anger blast,

I have no leader,
I follow no cause,
You try your best to destroy me,
Yet I'll Inherit al that is yours,

For I am no servant,
And I can be no slave,
I live a life of freedom,
While you rot in a predudiced grave!



Suicide Note.

See the blood flow out of my wrists,
I beg you now to honour my onedying wish,
Reember me sweetly, please hold no anger within your heart,
I couldnt face one more day, I needed to make a brand new start,

In the arms of Christ I hope to rest,
For this enduring pain, may I be blessed,
Foegive my soul for its one last sin,
I could take no more, I had to give in,
I had no choice, but to let those bastards win.




Doves Embrace,

I believe in peace,
I believe in love,
I believe in hope,
Thats sent from above,

You've got to do whats right,
You've got to know whats wrong,
Please listen close folks,
To the words of my song,

If we could all just live in peace,
What an amazingly beautiful place,
our world would surely be,
If we could all just show each other love,
The we could feel that warm embrace,
In the wngs of the dove.